I asked the stars about you and they refused to tell me your name, a wandering only weathering skin in run on fragments. I promise you that I try not to be a void at all times. how empty of me to be so full of you. you know the taste of fog and sing of the sun. you cut thorns out of people’s rib cages to make sure they are able to smell the flowers. tomorrow would write about you if it were here. But if you ever find yourself lost and alone in the dark, just remember there will always be a spot for you in my heart.
you love me loud enough to silence all the voices in my head.
“You will never be completely at home again because part of your heart will always be elsewhere. That is the price you pay for the richness of loving and knowing people in more than one place.”
I know I’ve said it a thousand times but I’m so lonely that it hurts. The kinda of alone that weights on your chest and makes you wanna cry even though you have no energy to cry anymore so you just lay in bed and wonder how can your life mean so little to everyone and even to yourself
“You think your life is falling apart?” My roommate scoffed. “Your boyfriend broke up with you and you flunked one quiz—you’ll be fine once you pull yourself together.”
The tears stopped, primarily out of shock at his tone. “I’m sorry?”
“Get over it, because your problems are so small scale you should consider yourself lucky. And, like, please get a diary to cry to them about because I can’t listen to it all right now, because, unlike you, I don’t have a cushion to catch me when I fall.”
·Tonight just let yourself cry but not the stifled kind pour out all the tears you’ve been holding ever since.
Tonight scream those frustrations out without your hands over your mouth spill the anger out for the times you’ve tried and still don’t understand.
Tonight feel all the emotions your body tells you to just for now, let them through get lost in your sea of thoughts and set sail despite the chaos.
Let tonight be the time you allow yourself to be weak you have been strong and now you bleed just this once, acknowledge you are broken in time you’ll heal, and by then, we’ll try again.
·Tonight just let yourself cry but not the stifled kind pour out all the tears you’ve been holding ever since.
Tonight scream those frustrations out without your hands over your mouth spill the anger out for the times you’ve tried and still don’t understand.
Tonight feel all the emotions your body tells you to just for now, let them through get lost in your sea of thoughts and set sail despite the chaos.
Let tonight be the time you allow yourself to be weak you have been strong and now you bleed just this once, acknowledge you are broken in time you’ll heal, and by then, we’ll try again.
